All my friends are getting married

So here I am again repeating and talking about the most boring unexcited topic of alllllll times ta raa raa raaaa

....MARRIEGE...

well what a happy days  a happy part of my miserable life that am living  all my friends are getting engaged  , marriage some actually even have a baby and expecting  another with there wonderful husbands ooooh how sweet ,, aunt Lola ha ! I kind  of use that  call

and there is me the dreamer girl with her wild dream and her grand-mom look like  
socks and i guess a beautiful inside

it's weird that am  not concerned about this marriage things and sadly all people around me marriage is there biggest concern so far ! I believe that some meet there Mr. right in early part of there life  and I guess my friends are in those zone and  there are those whom meet there Mr. right  quite late , and there is me the  pathetic  20 years old girl  her major concern is getting rich and live some wonderful days and accomplish her dreams I believe that there are much people like me than  the 2 other cases lol  , am not like my friends maybe there are responsible enough to make a family I barely take care of my own self how about another person  !! And a whole family later !! , and there's nothing wrong with all the choices above You can't control life, you can only live it and I believe most beautiful things that happen by accident when we don't plan for it 

so for those how keep pushing them self in order to find Mr. right and get marriage and shut the world out side I say   dear people

We can't understand everything we want to. There are times when we just have to accept it the way it already is.

and leave it in GOD's (Allah's) hands those  who joyfully there life  leave everything in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything. Worries end when faith begins."

so start looking at your life from a higher perspective and try to discover the beauty in your own soul don't wait for some one else to notice it True happiness comes from within yourself...not from someone else. Don't make the mistake of waiting on someone or something to come along & make you happy  ....