i believe there is a NO different between Second choice and second best ,, for me been somebody second choice is the worse things could ever someone do to me specially when i know that's someone first choice ! and it's freaking me out when that's first choice is not worth it !! what the hell you were thinking !!
well that's happen to me and i really like the guy and he knows me very well personally and i believe that back in time he liked me deep inside , so after a while i hard that he date that girl who's originally seeing other guys beside him ! and they breakup eventually
after a while he asked me to date him and i turn him down
i felt awful and that voice in the back of my head is telling me I am being picky for no good reason, but I feel like I am not going to be someone's second choice. If you didn't want to go out with me from the start, and the only reason you are asking me out is because that girl said no ! , then I am afraid I am not for you. I am not going to be a second choice for anyone.
BUT
isn't it possible that he could be for me and by time he would realized that approaching that girl was just an "error" - and that we were both lucky that he discover the truth about her because it brought
him back to me ? Or is that too "romantic comedy"- to happen in real life? mmm
i HATE feeling like a second choice anyway
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